Lance Garland is a veteran, firefighter, nature adventurer, and writer. His work has appeared in Outside, Travel & Leisure, Backpacker, Orion, and elsewhere. His honors include the Pathfinder Prize, a fellowship at the Banff Center’s Mountain Writing Residency, and a Catalyst grant from the American Alpine Club. He lives on Bainbridge Island, Washington.

“An adventure memoir unlike any I’ve read: fiercely hopeful, quietly subversive, and unapologetically queer. I wish someone had given me a book like this when I was growing up.” — Robert Moor, author of On Trails: An Exploration“I love this story. Once I started reading I couldn’t stop. It pulled me right in. It’s strong and emotional but not sappy. I can’t recommend it enough."— Bobbie Scopa, author of Both Sides of the Fireline: Memoir of a Transgender Firefighter“Garland’s literary voice is not only timely. It is also critical at a moment in history when equity is threatened at every turn. His poetic, heartfelt, and often difficult experiences drive home the need for understanding and allyship around the world. Garland’s storytelling is brave, but more importantly he reminds us that resilience and belief in the human spirit are fundamental to progress.”— Joanna Croston, author of Mountaineering Women: Climbing through History“Garland’s story of heartbreak, persecution, and trauma from serving under Don’t Ask, Don’t Tell is as relevant as ever, with today’s LGBTQ+ troops again facing scrutiny or separation for their identities. His gorgeous prose is an important reminder of the lasting consequences of putting policy before people.”— Emily Starbuck Gerson, editor of Modern Military Association of America“Bold and enlightening.”— Brett Popplewell, author of Outsider: An Old Man, a Mountain and the Search for a Hidden Past“Out There is the raw, courageous memoir of living openly as a gay man over varied inhospitable terrain, from the military to the firefighting world to wilderness expeditions. Garland’s courage during bootcamp, or climbing mountains, or racing to emergency scenes is never in doubt, but you will truly hold your breath when reading about the bravest act of all—his own self-acceptance. Out There is the template for those of us who need inspiration to explore the most wild and beautiful place, our own authentic life.”— Caroline Paul, author of The Gutsy Girl: Escapes for Your Epic Life of Adventure“Garland’s story beautifully illustrates how our shared outdoor spaces can offer us more than just a connection to nature or a place to unwind our bodies. These spaces also provide opportunities for introspection and self-discovery as we navigate our personal journeys.”— Becca Cahall, executive producer of the Dirtbag Diaries podcast"Garland’s story explores queer identity and radical self-acceptance in inhospitable landscapes. This brave, refreshingly authentic memoir is a must-read for anyone who has felt othered, and an invitation to explore the wild and beautiful places within ourselves by stepping outside.”— Britt Coy, North Cascades Institute

• ContentsPrologue: Sacrificial BoneUnderwaterSurf TortureWashed Out to SeaAssaulted and SilencedDischargeOut of DesolationRecessionFull Sail and FreeSoloDrill School  Pride and Probation  Leave a TraceFace the FlameOur NatureOut in the OpenEpilogue: A River Freed