Tiffany's Heart

Love is the worst of the four-letter words in the world as I tried and couldn't track it down. I did find it at first to where it didn't find me but pretending it did. I didn't even know I was in love, and showing me some things in the beginning only hid the fact that this wasn't love. Whereas I couldn't see love for what it was that I was lost when someone did love me, and I believed the lies that came in between until it broke my heart forever as she showed she was only in it for the money. I refused to become her trick, and off to prison I went, where she would kill off what was known as Tiffany's heart, and I would learn that if they didn't love you, they didn't love you.I grew up loving one person for fifteen years. It was only second best to having my children. I never loved anyone so deeply and truly that my heart became hers. My first, only, and last love died with you when you broke my heart. If time was to heal your heart, we will see 'cause you have officially made it unfixable.Hurting this bad, and I'm not still over you. I didn't ever want to be hurt like this bad. How do I fight it?My life growing up was hard, not knowing what love was anymore. Now that I once again grow, how do I go on without you?