I learned much about myself writing this book. It is why the first subtitle is, "e;a journey of self-discovery,"e; including confessions of my "e;sex addiction,"e; significant enough to rate the second subtitle. I reveal truths about myself that no one knew about me, including me - until I had to accept them to be able to publicly admit them. To write this took a lot of gut-wrenching soul-searching. You will read in the preface that I dictated my book because I can't type due to my stroke, employing the amazing Dragon (Nuance} naturally speaking speech recognition software, and I list the other factors enabling the me to write it.