Lauren Haldeman is the author of Instead of Dying (winner of the 2017 Colorado Prize for Poetry), Calenday, and The Eccentricity is Zero. Her work has appeared in Poetry, Tin House, The Colorado Review, The Iowa Review, Fence and others. A graphic novelist and poet, she’s received an Iowa Arts Fellowship, a Sustainable Arts Foundation Award and visiting fellowships from the Iowa Writers’ Workshop, Carnegie Mellon University, Massachusetts College of Art and Design, and University of Cape Town, South Africa. You can find her online at http://laurenhaldeman.com.

"A stylish meditation on bookish inspiration."—Kirkus Reviews"[H]ypnotic....This haunted and haunting work will linger in the minds of readers."—Publishers Weekly"Team Photograph occupies a liminal space between childhood and adulthood, knowing and forgetting, physical and spiritual, and narrative and poetry. . . . The past can be remembered or forgotten. . . . As Haldeman’s memoir shows, courage lies in facing the past and endeavoring to understand."—Lee Thomas, Los Angeles Review of Books"Team Photograph isn’t just a startling, crisp, can’t-put-it-down reading experience, though it is that. It’s not just a reckoning. . . though it is that too. It’s not just a way to give the comics depth through the verse, and the poetry forward momentum through visual narrative, though of course it is those things, thanks in particular to Haldeman’s expressive, no-nonsense line. . . . It’s also good evidence for two claims about the poetics of comics. . . . First, comics are maps. . . . Second, comics tell stories about ghosts: they bring back—but not with a photograph’s promise of realism; not with every detail—the characters we imagine into being."—Steph Burt, Cleveland Review of Books"'The ghosts, long ago, / came to me / to be seen.' The accuracy and openness with which Haldeman does this seeing is what makes her such a riveting visual artist and poet. . . . Team Photograph becomes a surreal American ghost story which, like memory, shifts and changes under a direct gaze—a memoir as patchwork as the fields of Virginia, unified by the confident sweep of Haldeman’s vision."—Colorado Review"Melancholy yet powerful, Team Photograph is an intertwining of histories that ebbs and flows with ease. Combining graphic novel elements with poetry brings a cohesion that nods to the complexities of history without getting too muddy. It’s a quick read that you can pick up again and again, each time catching something new."—Little Village Magazine"It’s morose and tender. . . its visuals lovely and poems often stunning. . . . I’m thankful for this thoughtful, melancholy, ultimately hopeful book."—Brady Alexander for Miracle Monocle"Her graphic novel, Team Photograph, blends her personal history with historical research, poetry, and illustration to create a profound and moving experience."—Talk of Iowa"Team Photograph unfurls like a dream half-remembered: snatches of surreal vulnerability punctured by lyric ruminations. This speaker's voice is curious, lonely, mournful, haunted, and strangely funny, all sinew and nerve endings, the opposite of bones—deeply interested in ghosts, and what they might want. This speaker knows the present is just a piece of threadbare cloth draped over the world, rubbed thin by time and longing, its gaps exposing all the histories we aren't done with, all the histories that aren't done with us."—Leslie Jamison, author of the NYT bestseller The Empathy Exams“Soulful and visionary, Lauren Haldeman’s Team Photograph is more than just a story about ghosts. It’s an intimate excavation of personal and national history. An epic amalgam of graphic story, personal essay, historical reportage, poetry, creative process reflection, and archival analysis, Team Photograph exists at the intersection of jaw-dropping, formal possibility and profound personal seeking. A brilliant and original book from a wildly creative voice.”—Rachel Yoder, author of Nightbitch“Private, public, historical, and ever-present, Team Photograph is a heart-breaking, haunted, intertextual, multidimensional, shape-shifting visitation that grieves intimately and in community with familial and national ghosts. Here Lauren Haldeman documents a raw American ghost story using every mode she has—visual, lyrical, material, and narrative—to map her own personal sorrow upon the multitudinous ineffable shared agony that is American history. Like all ghost stories, this is a book to read alone in the dark; but this is also a terrifying national story that demands to be drawn into the light.”—Robyn Schiff, author of A Woman of Property and Revolver“This is the real-life ghost story of a girlhood haunted by histories individual, familial, regional, and national—histories made of found bones and lost brothers, stored in memories and textbooks, played out across new soccer fields and old battlegrounds. Brilliantly layering elements of graphic novel and lyric poetry, Lauren Haldeman invents something entirely her own. Equal parts collective reckoning, intimate narrative, and glittering journey into the astral plane, Team Photograph reminds us that all sport started as bloodsport and the past is something that lives not just behind or around but in us, as traceable as tree rings, as resonant as sound waves. Wildly imaginative and heartbreakingly restrained, this uncannily incisive book invites us into a kind of empathy that works like an enchantment, infiltrating time and space, making visible the invisible, retracing what was erased. The result is eerie and electrifying; I love this book.”—Lisa Olstein, author of Pain Studies and Late Empire“Team Photograph is a deeply loving, deeply moving, original and strange thing of wonder, full of history both personal and national, an extraordinary look at loss and childhood, at once haunting and haunted. It is a book I have read many times and will return to again and again. Haldeman’s thoughts in poetry and prose, in line and color are uniquely wonderful. What a beautiful, brilliant book this is. I treasure it.”—Edward Carey, author of Little and The Swallowed Man“With its mix of eye-popping visuals, impressionistic prose and poetic wordplay, this sui generis book blends memoir and historical nonfiction by bringing together Haldeman’s many talents.”—Little Village

Lauren Haldeman is the author of Instead of Dying (winner of the 2017 Colorado Prize for Poetry), Calenday, and The Eccentricity is Zero. Her work has appeared in Poetry, Tin House, The Colorado Review, The Iowa Review, Fence and others. A graphic novelist and poet, she’s received an Iowa Arts Fellowship, a Sustainable Arts Foundation Award and visiting fellowships from the Iowa Writers’ Workshop, Carnegie Mellon University, Massachusetts College of Art and Design, and University of Cape Town, South Africa. You can find her online at http://laurenhaldeman.com.

"A stylish meditation on bookish inspiration."—Kirkus Reviews"[H]ypnotic....This haunted and haunting work will linger in the minds of readers."—Publishers Weekly"Team Photograph occupies a liminal space between childhood and adulthood, knowing and forgetting, physical and spiritual, and narrative and poetry. . . . The past can be remembered or forgotten. . . . As Haldeman’s memoir shows, courage lies in facing the past and endeavoring to understand."—Lee Thomas, Los Angeles Review of Books"Team Photograph isn’t just a startling, crisp, can’t-put-it-down reading experience, though it is that. It’s not just a reckoning. . . though it is that too. It’s not just a way to give the comics depth through the verse, and the poetry forward momentum through visual narrative, though of course it is those things, thanks in particular to Haldeman’s expressive, no-nonsense line. . . . It’s also good evidence for two claims about the poetics of comics. . . . First, comics are maps. . . . Second, comics tell stories about ghosts: they bring back—but not with a photograph’s promise of realism; not with every detail—the characters we imagine into being."—Steph Burt, Cleveland Review of Books"'The ghosts, long ago, / came to me / to be seen.' The accuracy and openness with which Haldeman does this seeing is what makes her such a riveting visual artist and poet. . . . Team Photograph becomes a surreal American ghost story which, like memory, shifts and changes under a direct gaze—a memoir as patchwork as the fields of Virginia, unified by the confident sweep of Haldeman’s vision."—Colorado Review"Melancholy yet powerful, Team Photograph is an intertwining of histories that ebbs and flows with ease. Combining graphic novel elements with poetry brings a cohesion that nods to the complexities of history without getting too muddy. It’s a quick read that you can pick up again and again, each time catching something new."—Little Village Magazine"It’s morose and tender. . . its visuals lovely and poems often stunning. . . . I’m thankful for this thoughtful, melancholy, ultimately hopeful book."—Brady Alexander for Miracle Monocle"Her graphic novel, Team Photograph, blends her personal history with historical research, poetry, and illustration to create a profound and moving experience."—Talk of Iowa"Team Photograph unfurls like a dream half-remembered: snatches of surreal vulnerability punctured by lyric ruminations. This speaker's voice is curious, lonely, mournful, haunted, and strangely funny, all sinew and nerve endings, the opposite of bones—deeply interested in ghosts, and what they might want. This speaker knows the present is just a piece of threadbare cloth draped over the world, rubbed thin by time and longing, its gaps exposing all the histories we aren't done with, all the histories that aren't done with us."—Leslie Jamison, author of the NYT bestseller The Empathy Exams“Soulful and visionary, Lauren Haldeman’s Team Photograph is more than just a story about ghosts. It’s an intimate excavation of personal and national history. An epic amalgam of graphic story, personal essay, historical reportage, poetry, creative process reflection, and archival analysis, Team Photograph exists at the intersection of jaw-dropping, formal possibility and profound personal seeking. A brilliant and original book from a wildly creative voice.”—Rachel Yoder, author of Nightbitch“Private, public, historical, and ever-present, Team Photograph is a heart-breaking, haunted, intertextual, multidimensional, shape-shifting visitation that grieves intimately and in community with familial and national ghosts. Here Lauren Haldeman documents a raw American ghost story using every mode she has—visual, lyrical, material, and narrative—to map her own personal sorrow upon the multitudinous ineffable shared agony that is American history. Like all ghost stories, this is a book to read alone in the dark; but this is also a terrifying national story that demands to be drawn into the light.”—Robyn Schiff, author of A Woman of Property and Revolver“This is the real-life ghost story of a girlhood haunted by histories individual, familial, regional, and national—histories made of found bones and lost brothers, stored in memories and textbooks, played out across new soccer fields and old battlegrounds. Brilliantly layering elements of graphic novel and lyric poetry, Lauren Haldeman invents something entirely her own. Equal parts collective reckoning, intimate narrative, and glittering journey into the astral plane, Team Photograph reminds us that all sport started as bloodsport and the past is something that lives not just behind or around but in us, as traceable as tree rings, as resonant as sound waves. Wildly imaginative and heartbreakingly restrained, this uncannily incisive book invites us into a kind of empathy that works like an enchantment, infiltrating time and space, making visible the invisible, retracing what was erased. The result is eerie and electrifying; I love this book.”—Lisa Olstein, author of Pain Studies and Late Empire“Team Photograph is a deeply loving, deeply moving, original and strange thing of wonder, full of history both personal and national, an extraordinary look at loss and childhood, at once haunting and haunted. It is a book I have read many times and will return to again and again. Haldeman’s thoughts in poetry and prose, in line and color are uniquely wonderful. What a beautiful, brilliant book this is. I treasure it.”—Edward Carey, author of Little and The Swallowed Man“With its mix of eye-popping visuals, impressionistic prose and poetic wordplay, this sui generis book blends memoir and historical nonfiction by bringing together Haldeman’s many talents.”—Little Village