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PTSD is a collection of poetry about heartbreak and the depressing ropes of love or one sided love. It is the frst volume of the "e;Mental Health"e; Series.

I'm the darkest part of your bedroom Just wearing a white hoodie.Halfway waiting for you to turn the lights onI want you to see, that the lights can only be dimmed.And tonight, I've already laid your clothes outOn the bed You told me to Surprise you... *Home Before You're Home ~ Sakari*

I'm not goodWith one night stands I still haven't grasped, the concept yet I give you sexThen a cooked meal.We hold hands and watch TV, in the bedThen sex again. I wake you up, around 6AMBut you don't have to go home.More sexAnd then we lay up We watch the sunrise Breakfast in bed, about an hour awayI still haven't grasped, the concept yet *More Than A Night ~ Sakari*

The second poetry collection within the Mental Health series. Filled with poems coming from a more anxious soul, pain is considered to still be there within these poems, but from a lustful standpoint. UntitledWe've done this twice alreadyI should've turned it down the last timeThe last time you called me when you got off workIt was half past ten when you asked me to come overJust like beforeI don't want to go awayYou opened up your secret doorAnd now I'm really tryna stayIt's kind of lame on my partBecause I should have made a choice with youEither have you as a close friendOr an even closer loverWe spend most of our days texting each other anywayWe have the signs of a relationshipWe walk around the mall holding handsBut I turn my head when you lean in for a kissWe've been on plenty of dates togetherEven though I try to avoid any conversationThat may lead to definition of our statusSo yes,We're stuck in the middle because of meAnd just when I'm about to make a decisionI see you undressing…

Jayk, a super-powered being with the ability to manifest and manipulate fire, has tried to keep his powers a secret. He has tried to live a normal life, living amongst mortals as he always intended. However, the one thing that he has run from, has finally caught up to him. A part of his past that could jepardize his future if it isn't stopped...his younger brother.

A short collection of poetry that compliments a beautiful soul.

Long-distance relationships can be some of the hardest to bear. With only hopes and ambitions keeping the soul going, this short collection of poetry hits where the soul can't go at the moment...to the one that the person is yearning for.

Troy is a mercenary that is paid by the governor of Brimstone City to do one thing, kill another group of mercenaries that is after the governor themselves. With Troy having a superhuman ability that nearly grants him immortality, this seems like another cake walk in the form of a mission for him. That is until he meets Delvin, another superhuman that has the same ability as Troy. And after one encounter, Troy can't seem to shake the unstoppable killer.

A short story written in script formatting. Just something for a dark holiday treat...

The first mini collection of poetry in the new series, "e;Endless Journal."e; A quick read for those who don't mind poetry about longing, emptiness and lust. 20 poems for a desperate heart. We sound like memories, and everything, is only as important, as we make it to be We look like desires of the future, when fate doesn't even know, how we really feel, about the other You haven't been my moonlight mood, in some time nowAnd I can't play sunrise, to the past you Not any longer... *Feudal Feelings ~ Sakari*

I know a girl Who wants my heart Though I can only offer her A shard I don't even know Where this shard came from.The last time I checked I was heartless A hole that feels freshly new Dedicated, from the last girl That wanted me.I'm starting to forget How to feel I'm starting to care less About others.Why would she let me Get like this? Why would she leave me In nothingness  Emptiness ~ Sakari Over a hundred and forty poems worth of poetry, being the third installment of this series...

My head lies between headphones, instead of your thighs I've compiled fantasies together, to make out your image I still can't think of what you look like I'm isolated. I'm writing when I'm not playing video games and playing video games when I'm not writing My everyday routine. I wanna add you to my way of living, but I haven't seen you yet  Give Me Memories ~ Sakari A poetry collection that creates an atmosphere of helpless vibes can be found behind these pages. The first volume in an emo series of poetry.

The second collection of poetry from the "e;Early Mornings, Late Nights"e; series, filled with more poems about love, heartbreak, and acceptance. What the previous book started, this book enhances. I escaped our heartbreak I escaped...

A linear storyline of poetry, telling moments of desperation as one man rides a mental rollercoster dealing with a long distance relationship. Moments of anxious feelings to moments of depression hug this poet's heart as he dedicates this collection of poetry to one girl.

All the hurt I have endured, made up this collection of poetry. Still, this collection only barely scratches the surface. I want someone I cannot have Because I have a heart I hurt from her silence Because I have a heart My curiosity as to where her attention lies When we don't speak Degrades me Because I have a heart I want what I can't have Her reflection in my eyes Because I have a heart  Why Do I Have This Heart ~ Sakari

New love is on the horizon in this poetry collection. These feelings are wrongMisleading as usualCrushing at first sightI'm seeing loveThat is supposed to be blindIt's a bluffI can see itThough I still put herIn a poem *Sakari* New Love...

With desire comes heartbreak. With love comes desires. With heartbreak comes new memories to hold on to. This poetry collection is the first in its series, covering the hurtful, yet desperate feelings that can keep someone up at night. A quick read for those who enjoy poetry in its simplest form. Love doesn't love me Love is comforted By Heartbreak. Company to it I am merely A third wheel I love love But it doesn't notice me It only notices My heartbreak Now updated with more poetry, dive into over a hundred poems that started off the helpless romantic franchise.

With love comes intimacy. However, sometimes there is intimacy without love. Behind this cover are poems for a lustful heart. An anxious heart.

Over 30 poems in this linear collection of poetry, touching subjects of life, lust and love. Sprinkled with aspects of heartbreak and depression. I can't hug youFrom your job, to my home.I can't hug youWhen work is too muchAnd you're crying in the bathroom stallsAlone.I can't hug youWhen the customers are rudeAnd all you want to doIs walk out.I can't hug youLike you need me to.*Life Seems To Interfere ~ Sakari*

I can't take you getting out of someone else's bed, in the morningCan't take waiting for you to text me back, when I used to be right next to you I can't take getting advice from your friendsBecause you no longer hang around them, as well I can't take you back, after all this hurtYou left me with... *Whenever You Realize, I'll Never Be There Again ~ Sakari*

I don't love myselfI just use and abuse myself, so you don't have to do itDon't let this pain in my voice fool you, I'm okay by myselfYou got me used to, being by myselfI tough this pain out, all by myself #BLKHearts

40 poems of love, despair and depression. Sometimes, a heart is just as confused, as our minds. Nothing can fix this stage of the heart. You were...The person I was having sex with.My ex-girlfriend.I had yet to make you...My friend.*Treat You Better ~ Sakari*

With more than 40 poems, this poetry book centers around the expressions one feels, for one single girl that he has been with for a nice chunk of his life. The only girl that he has ever considered to be...his soulmate. And I can't keep being so overprotective of youI can't keep wanting to fight, everyone you talk to.I can't keep being who I wasI can't keep breaking promises.I can't keep being half demonicI can't keep being "e;not okay,"e; without you.*You Taught Me To Understand More ~ Sakari*

I can't hold no other girl, and it be trueI can't hold another girl, and pretend she's youAs pretty as she could be, she wouldn't be youSo why would I hold someone else, when I can hold out for you *All You Need Is Someone, Whose Patient ~ Sakari*

Update 7-8-2023:Over 100 poems of loneliness. Desperation. Heartache. The feelings of a poet who truly feels...lonely. I know it hurts.To be robbed by a chance to love someoneThat desperately says they want loveBut wants itFrom someone not worth lovingI know it hurts.*Sakari*

Art in her roomShe's the only portrait, I caught at first glanceHer journal states, that there is more to seeMy eyes...she wants me, to use them less*Sakari*

Mykel, a 9th grader, is chosen to be an obstacle to hell's freedom, as demons are given an opportunity to walk the earth, freeing themselves from eternal damnation. However, the catch comes in, with only a selective handful of demons, being able to target the human girl, as the rest must stay in the abyss, hoping for a victory. This victory being, killing the 9th grader, and bypassing her chosen body guard, Gabriel, a demon gone rogue, fighting for his freedom, as he chooses to serve Heaven, in this underground war.

Save me under an "e;S"e; letter, in your phoneNever give out my first name, to your friends.I'll always answer, knowing I'm surprising you, from a distanceI see you on a bench, underneath the night sky, at our first locationMoonStone Park.This park sparkles by a bridge, water shining in its viewIt's always only, me and youTaking company together, around this time.At this place. Only you and I.You may think, not this time.You think this, as I approach youWhile still on the phone, with you...~ I'm Just A Poet, No One Important Over 70 heart clenching poems, come in this collection.