Street Shadows

Jerald Walker is an associate professor of creative writing at Emerson College. His work has appeared in numerous magazines and anthologies, including multiple times in Best American Essays.

"[A] spectacular debut. . . . A funny, poignant, thoughtful and exceptionally well-written memoir. . . . While delivering a thorough, personal take on race relations, opportunity, and privilege, Walker hooks readers with his prose and honesty, without plying for sympathy or playing to readers' preconceptions."—Publishers Weekly "I am a racist, Walker declares halfway through this thoughtful memoir, and much of the book is spent building up to and unpacking that statement. Born poor on the South Side of Chicago, Walker became an honor student, which made him vulnerable; and in defense, he succumbed to the urban undertow. A violent opening puts it all into play: drugs, sex, guns, gangs, and chance. But this is a feint; Walker pulls back from the salacious parts of his past to focus on his university education in Iowa City, his growth as a writer, his beginnings as a teacher, and the fairly banal struggles of being the rare black English professor at an East Coast college. The chapters alternate between his crime-filled youth and his increasingly egalitarian life of sushi dinners and awkward Kwanzaa faculty events, with the latter taking prominence. This will frustrate those looking for a gritty urban drama, but that's the point as Walker realizes his tale of black teenage delinquency seemed too cliched. This unique literary biography, however, is nothing of the sort."--Booklist "[Walker] has written an inspiring book about willfully redirecting his life. But this is also a larger story about racial self-consciousness. . . . As his book makes clear, racism of a sort—latent, systemic or otherwise—is a simple fact of life in America. Destiny is another matter."—Economist "Walker never fails to be honest where truth is needed and he never fails to be gracious where generosity is possible."—Marilynne Robinson, author of Gilead and Home

• Author's NotePrologue: GodsA Place Like ThisSchooledSeducedThe Lake of FireStrange FruitDisobedienceOrientationRealChameleonsSissiesSacraments of ReconciliationBaddest Nigger in TownBobby JenkinsThe Souls of White FolkWorkshoppedBad OutcomesWe Are AmericansFloatedSimplicityThe Second ActScattered InconveniencesMy Sister's RoommateCommunionTrashTechnicalitiesBreak-InThe InterviewBreak-OutBaitGreat ExpectationsCaptain WalkerPoopA Place of RedemptionGang LifeVisible ManNakedGameThe ProfessorDragon SlayersBulletsThe Mechanics of BeingWhen Love SpeaksTwo BoysPrinciples of MathOutlawsEpilogue: ClownsAcknowledgments